a worthless piece of shit.
that's what i m.

i cant control my tears anymore! i have never cried in school before but when i enter JC,the tap just turn on by itself.

i jus feel lonely when i m with people in school.nobody is there for mi.everyone is so sick of hearing mi complain.
no one understands mi.
i jus need a warm hug from u and tell mi that everything will be alright.
a hug is more comforting than anything else.
i m feeling insecure whenever you're away from mi
seeing u talk happily with ur female friends makes mi feel more insecure
i never had such strong feelings before
but funny thing is las time i used to ask u to talk more to ur female classmates now that u're toking to them i m unhapppy.
i know it's pure friendship.but i dun want to be neglected again.
it hurts mi when it doesn seem to affect u anymore.some other matter affect you more than mi.what does it indicate?
i m no longer important.i m someone who needs you. i m jus a burden to u.
u assure mi than u love mi u care about mi but ur actions say otherwise. maybe u're sick of mi.
all i think is you.i cant concentrate on anything i know u can focus on the things u do.i guess i love you more than u do.
everything changed ever since that incident.i have become a stranger to myself.
i know u have no time for mi but i need a lot of attention from u .
it's true that the person u care most hurt u most.
My life is falling apart.be it my academics or love life.i hate changes made to my life
when can i take control of my own life.?
perhaps this relationship was a mistake from the start.i cant handle relationship.
same school makes everything worse. i have to face all this shit!
if i have a wish i would sleep till i m dead..and end all my misery.
There's another matter bothering m i in school.shall keep mum about it.